2.19.2005

爱出走了 (by Huei Tze )

你的爱,
长了翅膀,
出走了.
我的爱,
长了根,
遗留在你那里.

你的门,
上了锁,
把我拒在门外.
把爱留在心房里.
我的魂-找不到-我的魄
一起迷失在这没有爱的时空.

大雨夜访,
穿上了你送我的手套
却没有温暖的感觉
我好想流泪,
可是我没有
心-如-止-水..

我的爱让已经少话的你更沉默.
最后你还是出走了...
在这样的夜,陌生的夜..
你可以忘记我,
却不可以让我想起你.

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我会放手,
如果她能让你更开心..

2.16.2005

你-负-担-不-起

我动了真情,
不为别的,
只为那个夏天的承诺.

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"爱我还是爱他"
"....."
我用沉默回答了你

结果,那是你最后一次送我回家.
我记得.我一直都记得..
我甚至记得你别过头的那一幕..

我假装洒脱,却快乐不起来.

离开我,我给的爱会叫你更沉重
你-负-担-不-起-

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不是不爱,
只是我没有力气再爱.
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the above is kapo from Huei Tze...
hahaha
found that she wrote it very nice...
and share with ur guys...

2.15.2005

Keep your dream

My beliefs are invisible,
If they ever exists.
I was not courageous enough,
to let them persist.

How to achieve the invisibles?

The invisible beliefs,
hold my unfilled dreams.
I dare not pursue them
neither let them go.

How to be a dream keeper?


The above work done by Siying...
Love to read her writing and share it with ur guys.

2.13.2005

63 bus,,, = )

today... the most happiest thing i had done was taking Bus 63!!!!! very good mood...

it was becoz i had met someone who did change my evening and nite life for the last one year.
she made almost my every evening and nite feel nice and good via MSN and enjoy my time reading her blog.

And to my surprise that you are really very friendly and cheerful.... and always carry ur lovely smile with you that is sweet. (and you are not like what you have mentioned that you are heavy!!! hahaha)
Cannot get any Sun flower for you....... sorry.....
Hope you quick quick get a nice guy to dote you..... have a happy Valentine!!!
ur Ang Boa and Valentine present will reach you by Monday afternoon 4pm........

2.10.2005

I Found You

I Found You

I walks on this Earth,
All cold and lonely.
When was my last laugh,
Had been ages surely.

Twisted and winded,
Endless it seems.
Visions are muffled,
Like a bad dream.

Then a light hit me,
Warm and pure.
You are all I see,
And my only cure.

I stretched out my hand,
And you stretched out yours.
My heart was mend,
No longer lost.

Two hearts together,
One body, one soul.
We'll be forever,
Love has just unfold

2.08.2005

Who Knows

Another SiYing writing i had Kapo!!!!!=p

Titled: Who knows

I can only hear
I can only listen
I can do nothing
jus to hear
jus to listen
But I jus could do nothing

I cant be there
I cant be that
I can do nothing
jus to be there
jus to hope I was that
But I was nothing

The author is love,
you told me so
The book teaches emotion,
you taught me so
I couldnt answer,
but my words were also your answers

You waiting
I waited
Still to wait

You taught me
one divided by zero is infinity
I didnt know
But I know
I wouldnt need to know if you are there as my goal

But I would need to know on my own
I know

简单情话

其实我一伸手
就可以拥抱你
但是我有太多的顾忌
于是我躲在你背后
布置一片柔软的云
等待有天你不小心
落在我温柔的云里

2.06.2005

因为心在左边

因为心在左边,
所以我开始思考关于人和世界的距离,
关于快乐与悲伤的距离,
关于童年与长大的距离,
关于幻想与现实的距离,
关于这个由右手打造的世界
是否和我心里的世界是一样?
我和你一样渴望被理解,
对以上关于距离的问题,我没有任何答案。。。


当可以充分理解黑色,
我们才可以享受白色。
当快乐不是一种责任,
我们才能找到真正的快乐。
当可以完全了解离开,
我们才可以重新去爱。。。

Onik Bike!!! (Pig Bike for Piggy !!!)

Hey... i had been kapoing ppl blog's stuff to my and shared with my friends (kopa is learn from piggy !!!!!! hahahahaha, no la jus joking, dun angry hah piggy) and tis pic is for you also... coz it is a onik onik stuff!!!!


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2.05.2005

Accounting of LOVE

I will CREDIT you my love,
If you will DEBIT me your love.
I'll record our romance in a JOURNAL,
And POST it to the LEDGER of my heart.

I'll keep an ACCOUNT of our love,
Based on DOUBLE-ENTRY.
This way you'll know the BALANCE c/d,
And the AMOUNT of love I have for you.

Our courtship,
Is carried out on WORKSHEET.
ADJUSTING ENTRIES are necessary,
To make our love steady.

TRIAL BALANCE shows,
We are meant for each other,
Because the TOTAL of our love,
Is one and the same.

CLOSING ENTRIES are made,
When down the aisle we take.
PROFIT & LOSS statement,
Tells what has happened.

Let's see our BALANCE SHEET,
What are our ASSETS & LIABILITIES?
Oh, my goodness!
It shows a dozen kids!

Specally for you

This article was kope from Cute Piggy Blog...
so, here i must thanx her to let me kope her posting... hahaha
for shaering with my friends.

樹和葉子(转贴)

我很喜歡其中一句話:「葉子的離開,是因為風的追求,還是樹的不挽留。」

倘若你愛上一個人,千萬別裝作無所謂毫不在乎,愛情,玩不起心理戰呀!趕快跟你的他表白吧
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會叫樹的原因,是因為我擅長畫水彩畫,最愛畫樹,久而久之,我的畫作右下方索性以一棵樹來代表我。

高中三年交過五個女朋友,有一個女孩子,我很愛她,卻遲遲不敢追,她沒有美麗的面孔,沒有姣好的身材,沒有撩人的魅力,一個再平凡不過的女孩子。我喜歡她,真的真的很喜歡她,喜歡她的單純,她的直率,她的可愛,她的智障,她的脆弱。 不追她的原因,也許是潛意識覺得平凡如她配不上我;也許是因為怕在一起後,一切的好感都會消失;也許是怕外人的指指點點傷害了她;也許是覺得,她會是我的,不用急著為了她而放棄一切。 最後這個原因,讓她陪了我三年,讓她看著我和別的女孩子廝混了三年,讓她心痛了三年。

她很想當一個好演員,但我卻像一個嚴苛的導演。我和第二個女朋友在廁所接吻,被她撞見,她尷尬的笑笑說:「Go ~ on!」然後跑掉,第二天,她眼睛腫得像核桃一樣,我故意不去猜想是誰讓她哭成這樣,嘲笑了她一天,她在所有人都回家後,在教室哭了起來,她不知道練球回來拿東西的我,看了她一個多小時。 我的第四個女朋友,一直很不喜歡她,有次她們兩個吵了起來,我知道依她的個性不會去惹事,但我還是護著女朋友,她被我吼了一下後,愣住,眼淚滑了下來,我無視她的眼淚,陪女友走出教室,第二天,她依舊嘻嘻哈哈的和我開玩笑,我知道她很難過,但她不會知道我的心不比她好受。

當我和第五個女朋友分手時,我約她出去玩,玩了一天,我對她說:「我有事要對妳說。」她說:「真巧,我也有事要對你說。」「我和她分手了。」「我和他在一起了。」我知道「他」是誰,他追她也有一陣子了,是個蠻可愛的男孩子,活潑有趣,充滿了熱情,追她追得滿城風雨。我不能表現自己的心痛,只能笑笑地恭喜她,但當我回到家,心中的痛楚強烈得令我無法承受,像有個千斤重的石頭壓在我胸口,我無法呼吸,想大叫卻叫不出來,眼淚竟然滑了下來,我掩面大哭,多少次,我也看著她為了那個不願承認的人掩面大哭。 畢業典禮時,我在手機上發現了一封簡訊,這是十天前,我掩面大哭時傳來的,只是我一直沒有去開過機。
「葉子的離開,是因為風的追求,還是樹的不挽留。」

葉子

高中時,喜歡蒐集葉子,
why?因為我覺得,一片葉子要離開它長期依賴的樹,好勇敢哩! 高中三年,我和一個男孩子很好,不算男女朋友那種好,是好朋友那種好,但是,在他交第一個女朋友時,我學會了一種不該有的感覺,吃醋,心中的酸,不是一顆檸檬可以比喻,那就像是100顆臭酸的檸檬,酸到不行,他們只在一起兩個月,當他們分手,我還得掩飾自己心中強烈的喜悅,但是一個月後,他和另一個女孩子在一起。

我喜歡他,也知道他喜歡我,可是,他為什麼總是不追我呢?明明喜歡彼此,為什麼不行動?每當他交一個女朋友,我就心痛一次,一次又一次的打擊,讓我不禁懷疑,是我一廂情願嗎?不愛我,為什麼要對我那麼好?他對我的好,已經不是普通朋友可以做到。喜歡一個人,好難過,我可以清楚的知道他的喜好,他的習慣,唯獨他對我的感覺,我猜不透,難道要我這個女孩子去開口嗎?儘

管如此,我還是想在他身邊,關心他,陪他,愛他,也許算是一種等待的行為,等待他回來愛我,就像每天晚上等他的電話,等他的簡訊,我知道,就算他再忙,也會撥出一些時間給我。這樣的等待,陪了我三年,等待是難熬的,是令人想放棄的,但等到的那一剎那,讓人第二天會繼續等下去。這樣的煎熬,這樣的痛苦,這樣的幸福,這樣的矛盾,陪了我三年。 直到三年級下學期,高二一個學弟喜歡上我,每天的熱情追求,令我從一開始的拒絕,漸漸願意挪出我心房的一些位置給他。他像一陣溫柔而持久的風,撩撥我這片搖搖欲墜的葉子,到最後,我發現我已經不想只留一點點的位置給這陣風,我知道這陣風,會帶我這片傷痕累累的葉子,到更幸福的地方。 於是我離開了樹,樹只是笑笑,沒有挽留。

「葉子的離開,是因為風的追求,還是樹的不挽留。」




因為我喜歡的女孩子叫葉子,因為她有一棵令她依戀的樹,所以我要當一陣風,一陣呵護她的風。 第一次看見她,是高二我轉來一個月後的事,個子小小的她坐在球場旁,一雙眼凝視著同和我在球場的學長,每天的社團時間,她總會坐在那裡,一個人,和朋友,她的眼光依舊凝視著他,當他和女孩子打打鬧鬧,她的眼中有淚,當他看向她,她的眼中有笑。看她成了我的習慣,就像她愛看他。

有一天她沒來,我心中沒來由的焦慮與不安,我無法解釋那種感覺,除了不安,還是不安,而且那學長竟然也不在。我衝去他們教室,躲在外面,看著學長罵她,她的眼淚,他的離去。 第二天,她依舊坐在場邊,看著他,我走過去,對她笑一笑,拿了張紙條給她,她先是驚訝的看著我,然後笑笑地收下。 隔天,她拿著紙條出現在我面前,然後離開。

「葉子的心太沉重,風吹不動。」

「不是葉子的心太沉重,是葉子根本就不想離開樹。」

我回給她這段話後,她漸漸會和我說話,收我的禮物,接我的電話。 我知道她喜歡的不是我,但我還是有毅力一定要讓她喜歡上我,四個月內我告白了不下20次,每一次她都轉移話題,但我還是不會放棄,我決定要的人,我就一定會給它追過來! 一直到不知道第幾次的告白,出了口,雖然知道她一定會又說到別的事,但還是有一絲絲希望她的答應,沒想到她都不說話,「妳在幹嘛?怎麼不說話?」我對著話筒說。

「我在點頭。」
「啊?」我不敢相信自己的耳朵。
「我在點頭!」她大聲叫。
我甩掉電話,匆匆披上一件衣服,上了機車,衝去她們家按門鈴,當她開門的那一剎那,緊緊抱住她。

「葉子的離開,是因為風的追求,還是樹的不挽留。」

這是一篇很特別的文章,它有感動您嗎

2.04.2005

LOVE

在爱情里有的人喜欢开始,于是一直追求开始
       有的人喜欢过程,于是不断享受过程
      有的人渴望结果,所以努力找寻结果

再没有

如果告诉她我现在很快乐
那像是在宣示一项罪恶
我深深自责
因为快乐的当儿
并没有你

如果对她说我心里好痛苦
那就像在进行一场亵渎
我于心不忍
因为何必把自己的痛苦
丢给别人

于是生活依然逃避闪躲
了解与误解都成伤害
再没有对方可是要慢慢习惯

2.03.2005

One day Tour in NUS !!!

Today i was off... And i had a one day Tour in NUS!!! haha...
First, I was meeting LiYan at Kent Bradge Hall to pass her some stuffs that i promised her =)
Than, from KBH i went to Biz facu and thought of try my chance to look for SiYing... I SMSed her. She replied that she was at the Comp Lab, but never tell me which one... i do managed to see her, but she could not recognize me, so sad. (she did not read my blog, coz i post a pic). i was standing in front of her... (actually she dun look that gray and blue in real person... quite a nice girl).. i and so sad (hahaha... jus joking) so i left and SMS her "complained" to her that she did't visit my blog!!!!! =p

Next, i almost meet up with Cute PiggyXianZ too...
She was in YIH, but when the time i try to get there... she need to go for the Lab...
And she bullied me by SMS me.... hahahaha...

When on my way to Tennis court, i passed by the Central Library and bought a few hand make bottles for Cute Piggy, Moody SiYing and Milky Shumin.... and ofcoz how can i miss out the 天使小恶魔 (Ming FangZ)
Onli FangZ's bottle i asked her to collect today (she was in the Central Library that time)... others i will mail to them...
The bottle is cute and nice (your can pay a visit to the main entrance and see the bottles or visit the website : www.geocities.com/l_chua)
And importance is that the money i pay will go for the tsunami...
MingFangZ: sorry for the wording painted. no choice... that the onli one with the angel... =p
haha....

After i visited Biz facu, than i toured the YIH (it changed so much)folow by the Sci and lastly the comp... and finally return to tennis court to play my tennis...
Before my time for the tennis, there was a sec school tennis competition... wow... those sec girl really playing very very well... some of them even played better than me!!!
Lastly, thought of giving 天使小恶魔 a surprised to see me at the tennis court (she is playing this late afternoon at 5pm). Too bad she was late for her tennis. When the time she came i had alreadi left!!!

p/s for 天使小恶魔: Ben invite me to join his tennis!!! hahahahaha....

2.02.2005

My best didnt reach yours

I already tried my best,
but it was not good enough for you.
This is my silent reply to you.
I already tried very hard
but it didnt make any difference to you.
It is your silent reply to me.

金阁寺

in Kyoto... we had visited 金阁寺and 银阁寺...
the 枫叶 were very beautiful....


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枫叶

The follow pic were taken from either 金阁寺 or 银阁寺. enjoy them
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