its abit the long... u c if u wanna put online if not juz forentertainment. hope i didnt pollute ur mind ha ha... yeah yippie towkend!!!
Hitting 23 this NovemberA quarter life passed,
no longer a little deer.
Following the end of student life
Beginning of a teaching career I dive.
Stepping into college place
Reminisces about uniform school days.
How I wished I can turn back time
Go back to revive my laughter and prime.
Being the pearl of the palm
Mom and Dad's steadfast love give me strength to jump.
Thanx for the patience and endurance
It is a formidable task with commitment and persistence.
Time to do my role as a daughter
Away the willfulness and dependant girl.
Will give my best and protect them forever
Believe in me and let you down never.
Sometimes I may be defiant and rebellious
Other times, you all seem over-ridiculous.
Heated arguments more than assuring kiss
Nonetheless, I'll never break your heart, I promise.
Lately life has been a bit tumultuous
Rollercoasting on health, love and expectations.
Finding back my cheerful chatter
Everything is history and I want to be happier.
People come and go, friends found and lost
I strongly believe in fate, destiny and cause.
For each of you all who appear in my life chapter
I've learn to appreciate and cherish better.
I'm blessed to have you all with me this journey in life
Deepest heartfelt thanx, u make me soar high.
Praying our friendship will burn like eternal flame
Till old, we will gather our fond memories again and again.
Sincerely grateful to all my confidants and soulmates,
Your overwhelming love and concern melted this meekly babe.
Always shinning the light of wisdom and waves of encouragement
Life is never complete without you all, it's perfection.
Strong foundations we have built on
Yet countless conflicts break the bond.
Disappoint you I may have
Hurt me deeply too with your wrath.
I'm helpless and afraid how to resolve
Hope time will untangle this knot and slowly dissolve.
Not the best friend I am, imperfect I may be
One day, forgiveness and understanding is all I ask for please.
Long term short term whatever be it
Ensnared in circles, pain and disappointment, I was badly hit.
The moon had sunk in your eyes and the sun had set
The fallen star had flew past and tender memories make me wet.
Some things are unfathomable and beyond our control
Debilitating by all conflicting emotions, it's still best to let go.
I've learnt to retain my smallest dignity
Fight for my right and resign the struggle and uncertainty.
Some person/things are not meant to be
Why cling on and not set it free?
Since the insurmountable walls cannot be invaded
As the saying goes, the feelings will soon be faded.
The world beyond vs the insular one I belong
So much to learn, so much to assimilate along.
Everything happens for a reason
I shall brace each day with determination.
Moving on with optimism and power
Please grant me the will like daffodil flower.
An admirable plant that waits for spring
As it stands valiantly against the cold winter wind.
